PYHO, remember what is really important in life.....and how fragile it really is.

"oh no mom. I would never want you to have to fight this. I would much rather fight it myself than watch you." -Kate McRae

I will admit. I have been playing a bit of woe is me lately. Well, maybe not so much woe is me, but I have felt overwhelmed, anxious and I just can't seem to keep up. I have felt sad over things lost that are just that.....things. And then I got slapped in the face by reality. I can't help but share this story of this sweet sweet girl, because she has been teaching me lessons for as long as I have been following her story. This girl is the most mature and selfless little girl, and her story constantly brings tears to my eyes. The words that she says to her parents and siblings are an inspiration to me.

Her name is Kate McRae, a sweet little 6 year old girl. On June 29th, she and her parents learned that she had a brain tumor. Since that day, this strong family has overcome surgeries, procedures, tests and more heartbreaks and rollercoaster rides than any family deserves to have to go through. Over the past couple of months, they were able to celebrate. Kate was getting better. Her smile was getting stronger, the family was cautiously optimistic. They had a "Kate's Crazy Cool Christmas" to give back to other children fighting as well, with an amazing turn-out that truly did make a difference for many families.

And then, on February 8th I went to check the website because I knew Kate was having a test. It was a day when I was struggling and sad with my own problems. And then this is what I saw

Tuesday, February 8, 2011 7:43 PM, MST

The preliminary report from the PET scan is positive for cancer. 

words that mom Holly never wanted to write again, and really words I never wanted to read again. My problems, while real and painful, are a small pebble compared to this mountain the McRae family continues to climb.

This journal is one of brutal honesty. Holly is very open, writing what little Kate says in her own words, wisdom beyond her years and pain that will reach your soul. This family can use all of our positive thoughts, prayers, and strength. You can find Kate's story HERE.